the white cat.....i am very very
tramatized.i just came back from my grandmother's house where we went to eat tuan2 yuan2 fan4.
my mood for the day is argh! i dunno. everything feels wrong! every. single. thing! and my sis lost the stud for my new pair of earrings lah!
ok. so i was very pissed off when we went to my grandmother's house. watching tv made up for my anger.
then we were going home when my dad had to stop over at shell to top up petrol. then he went: "aiyah. i left your handphone (my mum's) under the table for charging." then my mum became pissed. so we drove back to my grandmother's house, then we were once again on the road home.
then everything was normal. jieying was sleeping lah.
suddenly, my mum exclaimed:
"NOOO!"then i leaned forward and saw this terrible sight.
right in front of our car was this white cat. and my dad was driving right towards it. my dad tried to swerve but could not. so we just went right into it.
and then, we felt a bang and we just ran over the cat.
and my heart just stopped beating. we just ran over a living thing. that's just the same as muderring a someone.
we just killed a living thing?
then my mum was like: " did you see it looking at you?!?!"
dad: "yes! what you want me to do? i cannot swerve what!"
and peiying: "mum, what thing? what thing?"
then i just felt very cold. my mum went silent and then just covered her nose and closed her eyes.
i didnt know what to do. just felt very lost. felt very guilty.
(it's chinese new year le. i still feel very lost.)
and it's like, just before we ran over it, it just sat there, innocently looking at us with it's big eyes.
looking straight at us.
looking straight at death.and i felt the bump
right under my feet.and then i just cried silently.
why?cause when i tured back to look, all i saw was something white rolling away in a distance, just like it was being hit, till the next car came by.
and i just wanted to pray for that cat. pray that it would be all right.....--------------------------------------------happy chinese new year!
er. ya. that's about it.
